Nothing new

Yeah, nothing new. Just some stuff I thought I'd share(if anyone gives a shit). I tried out a Naruto personality test...and yeah, it's kinda true.


Which Naruto Character Are You?
Test by naruto - kun.com

My idea of the perfect girl

-Fair(as in, fair skin)
-Gentle
-Strong, silent type
-Long hair(shoulder length to elbow length)
-Preferably not too tall
-Mysterious, reserved
-Has a face I'd consider pretty(I have weird/pretty high tastes sometimes)
-Street smart
-Shouldn't be a sadist
-Likes animals
-Should be able to engage in decent conversations with
-Matured
-Preferably slightly older
-Smells nice(this young lady I know has this unique, almost ethereal smell I can't quite describe...)
-If she likes gaming all the better

Sounds rather familiar for some reason...

Christmas: A festive season?

Yeah, yeah, I know christmas is supposed to be a festive season with lots of gifts and shit and the like. To me christmas has been shit my whole life. Maybe because I don't really celebrate it. Maybe because these few years, christmas brings back memories I'd rather not have anymore.

So I asked my old man for money for christmas. Being the miser he has always been, of course he refused. Looks like that mp3 player will have to wait. Thanks for being such a miserly, stingy piece of shit who'd rather spend money on who-knows-what rather than making your son happy on christmas.

Last christmas eve at this time I was still slogging my ass of in the damn warehouse, dealing with screws, bolts, nuts and chemicals. Damn night shift put a strain on me like nothing I've ever experienced. The few things that kept me going were probably the 10 cents tea, 10 cents coffee, the money, and constant communication. Sad thing is, I've lost every single thing that's been mentioned. No more 10 cents tea, 10 cents coffee, money and communication. The 1st 3 I can understand, but whatever the hell happened with the last one? Will a simple letter or message take up so much time?

That was precisely why I said I don't really like christmas: it marks the day I'd lost contact, it brings unhappy memories, I don't get shit even if I asked for it.

Some scary shit

For a change, I'll post something about my daily activity. If you've noticed, I've never really posted anything about my daily life, cuz I think no one needs to know what you've been doing. Anyway...this has some interesting stuff, so read on.

Yesterday I had a sec school class gathering at east coast beach, so me and my group of friends decided to cycle around east coast through the night after the barbecue. So we went around here and there, and about 2-3 am the 6 of us cycled towards Bedok Jetty. Then we noticed a floating light up in the sky. It was way too big to be a star, and it was way too high to have come from a building. And it wasn't a plane either; planes move. This was stationary. Anyway, it was there for a while, disappeared a while, appeared again. then disappeared for good.

So we kept quiet about it and continued our journey, passing a pond. There, 2 of my friends had a slight accident(bikes had a small collision). When we started again, we heard a really loud screech coming from the pond. Yes, from the center of the pond. It was a short screech, followed by a really long one.

"Sorry bird, nothing to feed you..." said one of my friends. So I thought nothing of it, continued and reached the jetty at about 4am.

"Anything we have to say, leave it for daybreak," said another friend.

And so we sat there, reminiscing about our secondary school days. Which were the best days of my life, really. Giving names to teachers, making a nuisance of ourselves, doing stupid things...those really were the days.

And so, it was daybreak. We then talked about the things that happened.

The malays believed in something called the "tuju tuju". According to them, it is something bomohs(medicine men) send after victims. It is usually an egg shaped, glowing object. It will smash itself into the victim, and the victim will be possessed by the demon egg. It will hover around, then give chase after the victim. Although, my friends said, the light probably wasn't a tuju tuju; it was too far away.

The source of the screech, we unanimously decided, was definitely no bird. It came from the center of the pond. And no bird would be in the center of the pond at 3 am in the morning. Much less make a screech like that. Now that I think about it, it was almost like...a laugh. Anyway, my malay friend said, they believed that if a ghostly noise was very loud, it was usually far away. If it was really soft, however, it was close. Real close. So close, in fact, my friend said it could be right above your head.

After we cleared some of the things we saw up, we went for a toilet break. My legs hurt like hell from all the cycling, and so I was quite far behind the rest. It was then that I thought I saw something among the trees, follwing me as I cycled along. And there was some noise like beside my ear. A soft noise. If you remember, soft noise=real close. I cycled like hell despite my aching legs after my friends.

And so it was finally bright, we walked to some hawker centre for food with my legs hurting like crazy, ate, and we went home.

Some changes

Due to the sudden influx of posting by some faggot ACB who isn't smart enough to engage in intelligent discussion, I'm going to disallow anonymous comments on this blog from now on. Anyway, just to check out the previous post's comments for some of the ACB's comments. Oh, by the way, there appears to be several people leaving comments. They're all from the same IP address, which means either it's all the same ACB or a few ACBs using the same comm. Maybe it's a CHC com?

Sick of this world

Man, I'm sick as hell of this world. No, no, I ain't getting suicidal or shit like that. I don't believe in the next world, remember? I'm sick of the society and its ridiculous nonsense, I'm sick of the way of life(study, grow up, get job, get spouse, pass on your genes, retire, die). Tell me this way of life isn't the same in every country in the world(of course, there are people who miss out on a few of the mentioned steps, but it's basically all the same).

Of course, I'm sick of seeing nothing but war, political shit, animal and human abuse, death and new diseases on the news.

I'm sick of our species continually seeking destruction for itself. We are killing our planet with all the deforestation and pollution, and we are making ourselves obsolete by making so many things automated.

Is monotony, destruction and death the only way, the only path for mankind to progress as a species?

Can mankind progress without any of the above mentioned things? Look at ancient civilisations. Did every child study the same thing? Did every child even study? Did the civilisations thrive without electricity, automation and destruction of the planet?

If I could, I'd much rather live in the past. A hell of a long time ago. Or perhaps, there is a world out there somewhere without all the destruction. I'll gladly abandon this one for it. No second thoughts.

It seems I have been foolish. My dislike for a being that isn't proven to exist is most stupid. It's almost like having an invisible enemy. In fact, if you think about it, I guess people who worship and people who hate religion are fools. One party is praying to something they cannot see, hear or touch, and isn't proven to exist. One party hates that something for the same above reasons.

Ah well, I'll still be an atheist, just one that ain't gonna go all out to prove that god doesn't exist or shit like that. The concept of religion is too deeply embedded into people anyway. No way to remove it. Just like today there are still people who don't believe that man has landed on the moon, despite the interviews, the footage, the photos. No matter how you hard you try to convince them, their mindsets ain't gonna change.

Though the one thing I still detest is the group of goddamn christians that preach to non believers, telling them they'll go to hell if they don't convert, or whatever shit they're trying to preach. Bloody hell, I'm an atheist, I don't believe in heaven or hell, so no point in telling me I'll go to a place that I don't believe exist.

Speaking of which, I think that when one dies, you don't go anywhere. You do decompose. Your withering cells return to the earth. Your cells carry all your genetic information. In a way, once you die, you become a part of the planet. That is what I believe. No heaven, no hell, just good old planet Earth. Earth now, I guess, is made up of everything that has ever existed in it.